Monday, December 29, 2008
I lost God somewhere

Argh... i hate the feeling of not being near God
I need to remove lust
and put God in.

Remove negativity
and replace with
POSITIVITY

It's so late now but i'm going to pray.

I dun care how long it takes...
I need to have God take control again.

Got members to lead
People to influence
Lives to impact

Be the problem solver
Not the problem creator

Be decisive
Always think ahead

STOP IT Max.
Time to grow up.

CHEERS!
/\/\@X


Maximillian Low s.w. on 11:56:00 AM
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Why do i think so much =_=

Sometimes, i think i'm actually quite dumb...
I mean, why get so upset?
She's not yours, people have freedom to go out with whoever they want right=_=

I need to lose this attitude.
Blame it on your cheesy pick up lines...
argh... i make myself angry sometimes.
Too bad i can't punch myself.

I'm just not ready for a relationship bah...
No use getting so uptight about it.
Not as if i'm gonna make the person wait another 2 years or something...
Why would she wanna wait anyways...

Oh well... if it's not yours, then it's not
Being friends ain't that bad anyways. =)

CHEERS!
/\/\@X


Maximillian Low s.w. on 11:49:00 AM
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Saturday, December 27, 2008
Come and Go

Today was the last day of XY joining us.
Was sad but not thoroughly shocked about her news of transfer
on Friday after the thanks-giving cg

I'm glad that N397 can be a doctor cg.
Looking back at the past year.
3 people have come and gone to another CG
Eunice
Siyun
Xiu Yuan

It's not the point of having them in the cg but letting them grow
and i think God placed them in N397 for a reason before they transfer out.

Some of them realized that they should be in another cg and upon reaching there
they grow even more

Some come into N397 to find peace because of misunderstanding with others.
We just made sure that they still are in contact with God until they reconcile with
the others.

Some came and took in teachings and habits so that they can use these to grow
and expand into another level over at the other cg.

I'm very proud of N397
because in a way we are the bridge between God and the members

God uses us to buffer these people
before they start rising up even more
^^

CHEERS!
/\/\@X


Maximillian Low s.w. on 9:43:00 AM
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
Praising Him

Sacrificial Praise
It means praising His name no matter

Don't care about what people say or think about me
Praising Him is no.1 priority

1.God
2.Family
3.Ministry

Why do i have to worry about people when i Have God?
Sometimes, people can cause us to go weary because their
anxiety, worrying, insecurity, selfishness
can rub off on us.

Basically, we worry because they worry, not because we can't do things.
People are problem minded, we are God-minded

CHEERS!
/\/\@X


Maximillian Low s.w. on 4:47:00 PM
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
No brainers

What the heck was i thinking...
I forgot to use my brain...
Sometimes, I'm so stupid that i don't even consider factors

I need to be more mature
Don't be a double-headed snake
It's none of my business

Need to keep my emotions in check
An irritating Max is redundant
God help me


Maximillian Low s.w. on 5:42:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Focus

Need to pray more...
Fast more...
Talk to God more...

Dun let my carnal flesh take over

Lust is useless to me

Focus

CHEERS!
/\/\@X


Maximillian Low s.w. on 6:23:00 PM
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
Happenings report

Here to update again to change the tone of my blog a bit.
And update u guys about my musical life.

After the concert with Taufik that day, received a major offer
from Rozz who's a radio DJ at "Perfect 10 98.7fm"
She invited my ig and myself to perform during one of her shows on air!
very excited about that. HAHA
nvr been on radio before...

Well, just received news today that i'm invited to play for my school's opening ceremony
where all the VPs and headmasters are coming...
That includes Mr Lee Hsien Yang (Younger brother of PM Lee Hsien Loong)
And some other ministers.

Lol, very honored to be able to showcase my talents to the heads of the campus.
And before that events i have some other invitation to perform somewhere else

I'm not sure where but it would mean that i'm gonna be performing 3 days straight.
Phew~ need to pray for more strength.

Thank God for the exposure that i'm receiving.

Tml, will my last day of school!!! Then 3 weeks of holidays here i come!!
I actually wanna get a job so i can't stock up some cash for
my guitar, the Tioman trip, some presents which i owe and etc.
Oh well, going to enjoy my last day of school tml! ^^

CHEERS!
/\/\@X


Maximillian Low s.w. on 9:51:00 AM
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Happenings report

Here to update again to change the tone of my blog a bit.

Well, just received news today that i'm invited to play for my school's opening ceremony
where all the VPs and headmasters are coming...
That includes Mr Lee Hsien Yang (Younger brother of PM Lee Hsien Loong)
And some other ministers.

Lol, very honored to be able to showcase my talents to the heads of the campus.
And before that events i have some other invitation to perform somewhere else

I'm not sure where but it would mean that i'm gonna be performing 3 days straight.
Phew~ need to pray for more strength.

Thank God for the exposure that i'm receiving.

Tml, will my last day of school!!! Then 3 weeks of holidays here i come!!
I actually wanna get a job so i can't stock up some cash for
my guitar, the Tioman trip, some presents which i owe and etc.
Oh well, going to enjoy my last day of school tml! ^^

CHEERS!
/\/\@X


Maximillian Low s.w. on 9:51:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 09, 2008
class skippers

I wanna rant about something today,
people who know me know that when i rant i will sound very fierce
so pardon my language.

Firstly, i'm against skipping classes, because
sometimes people have things going on and have to skip class to
go to that event since it is important
I'm ok with that, since i have also skipped lessons to perform at a concert.
THAT'S FINE

What i HATE about are people who skips lessons as and when
they don't feel like coming to class.
And they do it so frequently till they dun feel shame.

I mean if you like to skip lessons so much,
DON'T COME TO SCHOOL

Wasted your time, waste your parents' time
waste your classmates' time, and waste your teacher's time

Basically, you are just an irritating organism wasting people's time.
Why bother coming?

Apparently school is not important for you
apparently you think that staying out late at night
and not sleeping can be a pretty darn good excuse to skip lessons
GO AHEAD

And why pretend like you need to find a good reason to go off early?
I mean, i was laughing my "behind" off
even thinking that you actually consider whether to skip lesson or not

Since you have the cheek to say that you have a lot of lousy grades
i think you should just quit school and go work outside

Seriously, there are people who need the seat that you are in now.
Don't be a burden can?


Maximillian Low s.w. on 11:07:00 PM
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